I guess when you're "grown up" you can't really afford to be lonely. Nobody wants to listen to your shit or listen to you whine. Everyone has their shit together by now, right?

Yeah.

Oh hey livejournal,

There's probably nothing better than seeing an ex-dude with a girl who is bigger than you or not as attractive as you. Even my super megainsecurities can see through that.

This is probably the reason I don't have friends.

i don't think i actually have any friends left.

I wish I could say something with certainty, not just regarding my own personal life but what's going on economically, politically, socially, etc. We live in uncertain times and that's probably why zombies are becoming a popular thing ( Read more... )

I feel pretty down about my appearance and about my social life. I basically have no friends right now. And I'm getting fat. I feel like I can't have one without the other and I don't know how to start with either ( Read more... )

Yup, I feel empty. Yup, I certainly do. And I'm not exactly sure what one has to do to realize what it is that will give them meaning but I know I am so frustrated with everything and everyone and myself that I wish I could just go to sleep and not wake up ( Read more... )

 I just really want the person in Seattle who showed me such a good time to send me an email so my ego can rest. Why? Cause I keep thinking that I completely misread the guy, not to say he's a douchebag or something but that I read more into it than I should have--as I am ought to do. But goddamn, I thought we got along splendidly. Dammit, I don't ( Read more... )

 I didn't know flowers rot that bad. I mean, they smell worse then rotting food. It smells like rotten eggs and worse ( Read more... )

 Strange couple of days. Feels nice to type, except nothing to say ( Read more... )

 I had a good weekend.

Thus, I am full of poop.

And over-dramatic.

But it was a good weekend. Impromptu Garneau night, my sister's place for dinner, brunch date, and I'm sitting here, chillaxing after a hot bath. <3