Lay down ( Read more... )

I cannot stop thinking about things. How do I make it stop?

Numbness and over-thinking, what a combination.

And when higher realizations creep in, I either do not know what to make of it, do not understand it, or do not wish to think about it.

After walking, running, trudging, bashing, trashing, stomping and hiking through this path for so long, I suddenly feel that I am still lost, and that it had been all but a waste of time.

I do not even remember the look and smell of the flowers along the way.

Depression and reality always win in the game of hide and seek.

Maybe its time that I tried something new.

Just sent out my resume despite myself.

Hopefully I stand a chance.

Quite audacious and courageous for me to try applying for it, but that is just the first step I guess.

Lets see how it goes...

I took my love, I took it down ( Read more... )

Big fat sigh ( Read more... )

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What has Valentine's Day, Julie & Julia, P.S. I Love You, Roman Holiday and War And Peace, got in common?

Nothing much, except that they were part of my Christmas Eve's Eve and Christmas Eve pity party marathon movie session.

Yup, did not go out this year. Was under the weather.

Hmmm, and maybe the movies I chose to watch had another thing in common?

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I'm dreaming of a white Christmas.

Where everything doesn't seem fatalistic, bored to death, depressing, gloomy & hopeless...

Geez, you look kinda familiar. Hell, you look better than the last time I saw you! Did you get a makeover ( Read more... )