my lifes been pretty crazy lately, emotions going crazy. but that beside the point i want to here about that going on in everone elses life.

so lately ive been feeling more and more anti-social, i dont really hang out with any of my old friends, and i cant sleep, and when i do i dont want to. i feel more and more like im becoming insane. my thoughts have been really mixxed and crazy. christmas is coming and it doesnt even excite me the least bit, i know what im getting from most people ( Read more... )

so i know someone that looks like peter pan.

my birthdays tomarrow.

i feel like as the days go by im becoming more and more who i dont want to be. i remember the days when i had one or two friends, didnt do much, played computer games and was content with life. as the days go by we meet new people make new friends and in a sence "find" are selfs. i went from a simple kid sneeking out to go to partys too then ( Read more... )

FUCK........

tears run down my face just like the last ( Read more... )

well ive been up 24 hours working on this art project that was due 3 days agos, im so friggin tired. wish me luck on getting a good grade.

im home from my trip but i really dont want to write about it because that not what on my mind. what i want to write about is you. you know who you are, on my trip ever song that i listened to reminded me of you somehow. i try and sleep at night but cant, i try and talk to other ppl but cant. ive lost something good for the second time.something ( Read more... )

im getting drunk by my self right now because i hate my life. and i hate the gnv. and i hate bay city. and i hate running out of gas. and i hate my car. and i hate my friends. and i miss my girlfriend. and i lost my fucking cell fone. and i spend money to fast. and i fucked up my fav. pair of pants. the end.