Heh.. amazing thing. I went to hang out at a party thrown for the church. It was fun for the most part. I was able to hang out and have some fun and dance with a few people, Georges included. I found myself wishing, though, for a boyfriend yet again. It's not as bad as it is at some times, but I definitely felt lonely and in need of someone to ( Read more... )

Okay.. so I haven't talked to George yet today and I've got this growing gnawing fear etching its way inside of me. I know that most people won't understand this, but if you read the post about the antagonism of the band v. the church, then this will make some sense ( Read more... )

Well, now that I'm more awake, I'm really excited about playing at the Launchpad. It's going to be a lot of fun, but we've got some serious planning to get ready for it now. I don't know what we're going to do for sure, but tonight will tell us alot about what's going on in the band. We'll talk about things I'm sure, and I'm not sure I like the ( Read more... )

Before i forget.. we're signed on for the 7th of March.

heheh I use that as a figure of speech, but nothing describes my feelings better. What a pain in my ass and a waste of time. I really am having a hard time with what's going on. I'm going to talk to the guys tomorrow night and we're going to have to figure it out. We'll see what happens.

Well I gave Geos a call this afternoon. Interesting but we're right on the same page again and we're ready to split. I saw this road coming long ago, but I denied its presence ( Read more... )

Okay.. after a short smoke break, I thought about the way things are going. It really is a minor set back. But we've got to figure out a way to get things moving again.. the sooner we plan things out, the more at ease I'll be ( Read more... )

It never amazes me anymore how many times in a day at work I get interrupted by bad news, bad problems that come cropping up like the west wind blows foul weather in one sudden breath ( Read more... )

Heh.. well I figured out the majority of my problem. I don't have any fun any more with the rest of my single's ministry. I find them so boring because we don't do jack sh!t about anything any more. We sit around bored out of our minds because people don't have the convictions and the nerve to face real life. So I decided that it's just too ( Read more... )

Heh.. so what an evening. I had church tonight, but Orie and I went and picked up her new tv. It's a good size, 19 incher and looks great with the vcr... much louder and a lot bigger, which is a relief to us at least ( Read more... )