So there's a bunch of things I have told you day in & day out. Things in regards to our children, lifestyles, ect. Things you want to sweep under the rug because you think you know it all. You got arrested and went away for nearly 2months. Even when you're not here you manage to screw things up. You flipped the boys worlds, switched sky's school, ( Read more... )

fuck everything im done

Well let's see, my kids and I have been living with my friend & her family for about a month now. It's gots it's ups & downs but over all I'm grateful to have a place to stay espceically considering I lost my job about a week ago. And since it was pt and temporary I cannot get unemployment from it. Dont want it would rather have a stable job ( Read more... )

I know what I want in my life. I want happiness. I want to have a partner who loves me unconditionally and cares for my kids ( considering they are a part of me). I've had enough of trying to fix a broken relationship that is going nowhere. I'm lucky to have someone else who has been nothing but amazing to me. So kind, and understanding. I couldnt ( Read more... )

To the father who has sole custody but is never around for his son. I however am always there. I take them to & from school everyday. Make sure their clothes are clean, they are bathed, teeth brushed, and are fed and well cared for. But you can say that just because I have no legal ties I cannot keep him. Where the fuck are you every night when ( Read more... )

I cant fight anymore. Thought I couldnt possible cry anymore tears. Im so tired. If I didnt have my kids I would give up. They are the only reason why Im still alive. God forbid you ever find out my thoughts, You'd blow it up in my face. Like always. I can never do anything right. I didnt think you could stoop any lower and you keep on proving me ( Read more... )

Hate is a strong and powerful word. One I dont like to use much. But to a certain person. Im starting to feeling hatred for. My sons father. It's not a pleasant feeling knowing I have raised & cared for a child that isnt mine for 5years just to be pushed aside for whenever the biological bitch decides to show. But to find out that the father has ( Read more... )

I know aim a horrible person for thing the way I am but here it goes ( Read more... )

Well it's now July 2012. Skyler is 5yrs old. Richy is 3yrs old. Sky starts kindergarten in a month. Relationship wise between Jesse & I have been more than a roller coaster. Both of us have made mistakes. We are working building a better & healthier relationship ( Read more... )

Well here I am again. Another boring and lonely day. i keep trying to do everything that is expected of me yet it never seems to be enough for you. All you seem to ever really care about is yourself. I tell you that i have no life. your reply," when i finish school we'll have a big house and a yard." yeah a bigger house for me to clean and a yard ( Read more... )