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Hey I'll be emotionally 18 forever I guess
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Ache
"These days the people I love are spread so far apart (all out of reach)."
It's kind of funny in that rock bottom way, how life isn't too bad all in all, but still the thoughts that lurk are all my recent shortcomings and failures. Sure, I'm at a point in life where I absolutely need to save literally ever dollar I make and use a credit card/bridge ( Read more... ) -
I think I miss you most on Wednesdays
Always loved and lost, that's me. I think there's a common undercurrent of escapism in the way I get close to people, maybe that's my problem, I don't know. It would be nice if for once something could actually work out for me there but it always seems to circle back around to how solitude is my default setting. It is where I am most lucid and the ( Read more... ) -
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i wish the weather was like this every day forever -
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excerpts from bataille's "the practice of joy before death"
"Only a shameless, indecent saintliness can lead to a sufficiently happy loss of self. 'Joy before death' means that life can be glorified from root to summit. It robs of meaning everything that is an intellectual or moral beyond, substance, God, immutable order, or salvation. It is an ( Read more... ) -
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i am an image of myself -
In girum imus nocte et consumimur igni
we go round in the night and are consumed by flames -
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" I have no desire either to demonstrate, to astonish, to amuse, or to persuade. I have my nerves and my vertigo. I aspire to absolute rest and unbroken night. Though I have sung the mad pleasures of wine and opium, I thirst only for a liquor unknown on earth which the pharmaceutics of heaven itself could not afford me; a liquor that contains ( Read more... ) -
reezles
i bought a v neck today
