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Long Time No Write
wow its been along time shouldnt have left without a meanin to stress u ...lol thats that try again song from aliyah well yea ok so many things have been going ok i think last time i left u i was depressed over stephanie my ex girl that i still kinda love cuz im not completly over her yet but w.e. life goes on well ok um 1st off i am a soldier now ( Read more... ) -
Whats Been Goin on
wow its been forever since i updated this journal of mine so much has happened that i dont even remember it all its amazing.Man 1st i am now a united states American Soldier yup ima boy in green but yea its sux cuz i only got 9 months left in the u.s. n then im b gone for 4 yearz with no breaks so yea bummer.....:( 2nd man i dont know wut i do but ( Read more... ) -
I am in deep
idk wut to say she is officially going out with james now n that just broke me into a thousand pieces n it hurts like hell n i cant do anyhting about it man but u know wut i cant do anything but try to fight my feelings which they always wins n this is not fair at all n ima go cuz ima bought to brake down. -
At The Cross Roads
Long time no update..lol..well yea um there has been some progress n then there has been some deprogress but i dont know man im at the cross roads cuz i have my ex n she is so cool n shit n i mean it be so easy 2 go out with her again since she still loves me n i do too but then there is the part of me where im stuck on this female n i dont wanna ( Read more... ) -
Well n update i guess
yo wuts up pplz hows yall doin well its been a good couple of days so far n they keep gettin better except for wut happened today (dont ask) so yea um well its weird i got so used to talkin to pplz all summer like i guess i got used to talkin to chris at 10-12 at night weird but yea n omg its been like damn a while since i have talked to sabby dang ( Read more... ) -
Been a While
so yea its been like a week or two but yea some things have happened n i decided to upraise u about them so yesterday i woke up n it felt like a normal day u kno the usual being sad for a few minutes before i got myself together n went to school so its around 2:30 n im at home n i text steph n so we started talkin n she was like im bored n im like ( Read more... ) -
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Well Today was interstin um...sabrina came to our church which was really cool n we got to talk a lil but it was cool she was with chris most of the time n it was good to see christian happy.....um i spent time with betsy which was ok i guess she seems to have matured a lil which is good. All threw today i was thinkin about her the one i deeply ( Read more... ) -
Day By Day
well today i got mouth surgery that right now is hurtin like hell again cuz the pain killers just wore off man which sux....well today i talked to loley who is tatiana ex n he told me that i should wait for stephanie becuz she is worth the wait i wish i knew how she felt it would make things eassier for me but she isnt open with me not now not ( Read more... ) -
Sorta Getting Happier
Yo i dont kno why but i am getting a lil happier everyday since saturday but u kno im not complainin its weird i think its cuz the promise i made to god n how i asked him for forgiveness for my prior sin of premarital sex but anyways so i am being faithfull to my god n thats all i can do n live day by day n it was somethng my older bro said he said ( Read more... ) -
I Dont Know
well yesterday was fun i found out that if my church ever found out the truth about me i would be erased as a member from my church for havin premartial sex...so i hope they dont find out. Well i dont kno wut to do yesterday i had a very good conversation with god n wut i heard was the word faithfull in my head n i wondered wut that meant stay ( Read more... )