Whats Been Goin on
wow its been forever since i updated this journal of mine so much has happened that i dont even remember it all its amazing.Man 1st i am now a united states American Soldier yup ima boy in green but yea its sux cuz i only got 9 months left in the u.s. n then im b gone for 4 yearz with no breaks so yea bummer.....:( 2nd man i dont know wut i do but man yea i try to do nothing but make her happy or cheer her up n please her but no nothing i do does it she says i get her annoyed or she cant stand it all this over a damn depressed cd which i made i just didnt feel like giving it to her yet wow she makes me so mad but then i know i feel like i cant go on without her man this shit makes me so fukin pissed argh...n then m dad is gettig everyone he can to talk me out of going to the army n there saying ur gonna go to iraq n yea u make it bak but wut if u dont n its like yea i know every risk that im takin i wish they could just support me man just support me plz god that all im asking dad just support me man. And god this times are so hard i lost my gurl, i lost my happiness, i lost my damn parents support damn it this shit makes me so piss but i know gods with me n will always be with me atleast he will support me n catch me wen i fall well as u see im very stresses but feel better cuz i got it off my chest n now ima go so peace my pplz