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Here I am
Do you see me?
Do you see me
standing in front of you?
I've been here
been here freezing
I'm here freezing
cold inside your arms
Might be me
Losing my mind
inside my mind
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I see you
That was my favorite part of Avatar. I think that's what I want... that's what I'm looking for. I want to be seen.... I want to look into someone and at the same time have them looking into me. Far under the surface.... beneath and right on through. I have to do this in order to heal others.... I'm lonely though ( Read more... ) -
Endless Introspection
Patterns: Feeling as if everything is my fault/ my responsibility. Presumptuous really. Feeling responsible for other peoples' feelings and behaviors (kids and clients). How this benefits me? I'm not sure. It doesn't feel beneficial but I guess that on a subconscious level I probably believe that it benefits me by holding me accountable for ( Read more... ) -
Endless Reflections
Wow, I have written some goofy stuff in here. :) Honest for the time, I am certain ( Read more... ) -
Alone Tonight
Daggers in my heart ( Read more... ) -
incomplete poem in need of edit
When I see myself through your eyes ( Read more... ) -
PMS
I hate PMS. It's like some twisted joke of nature. :( I feel like I am DYING!!!! And I don't care if it's whining... this sucks butt! It's like I ate rat poison or something... or the beginning part of labor with added.... horribleness. all of my nerves are on end.... I want to cry, I want to beat someone up (anyone will do)... I want someone ( Read more... ) -
Blah, blah, blah
Just killing time. Not that there aren't a billion things to do at this moment.... Just don't feel like doing it. I've got dishes in the washer, clothes in the washer and drier (probably done...lol... I should check and fold them ( Read more... ) -
Sunburn
This sunburn is wiping me out. Wow! -
Breaking the Scale Habit
Maybe a couple of months ago I was under a lot of stress with school, work, sick kids, etc. I was eating whatever I could grab quickly (not usually good). I stopped at Wal-Mart to take my blood pressure because it had slowly been creeping up... it was 151/100! Holy Moly.... it's time to stop this. Shortly after that, my boss offered me a ( Read more... )