i cannot wait until next year.

im excited for the positive influences of my future roomies.

i need top be around people who actually want to be here...

and that is why i cant wait....for that extra drive.

last night was ROUGH. finally had my breakdown/realization i knew would come. of course right before i start my period and im drunk.kat cleaned my ass up off the bathroom floor.

but it was good to let out how i felt about everything. isnt that why the health clinic gave me a shrink...that ive only seen once.

hot hot heat tommrow. boo yah

i have a secret.

im in love with you.

whew that feels better.

what do you do when one of your best friends die?

i miss you sooooo much. i dont know what to do. so i sit....and i wait. like a little puppy by the door.

i love you.

i dont think my heart has ever hurt like this before.

you were my closest friend this year and now...poof. gone.

come home. im still waiting.

pissed at the nasty fuckin dishes with fruit flies all over them...im not cleaning it this time

he makes ME smile....and i like it

im soooo readt for this vacation ( Read more... )

if you saw my dorm room u would be shocked. its clean as hell and almost empty. hooray for me moving all by myself. i still have about 1 more load. dunnon when im going home.

need to see pitt,tess,adam and nate before i leave. i work til 12:30 tommrow and im done! jors talking me into staying til thurs. boo hiss

new appt on friday. summer here i

summer is so close i can taste it. this time next friday i will be lounging on the floor with two of the coolest people in the world and snacking on whatever us broke college kids can steak from our parents house. You know whats funny? despite the fact that im about to be living in pure poverty this summer and working my ass off... i dont care. im ( Read more... )

sooo. Found out today we didnt make roadtrip nation but the producers thought we were hysterical and that we could get funded for an indie roadtrip and not have to apply...cool stuff. When the producer called me i got nervous she said we were gonna make it but then i was slightly bummed when we didnt... more for sarah then me. I decided awhile ago ( Read more... )