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My face hit the light of day and I felt I could breathe again. I clambered out of the hole in the earth and looked around. I reached back in and pulled the girl out of the hole, she was dirty and as drenched as I was but happy to be alive and rescued. As soon as the sun hit her, the world seemed warm again. I watched as the plants around us opened ( Read more... ) -
my darkness
welcome to my darkness, won't you come inside and play ( Read more... ) -
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I saw two long, leather clad legs on my desk and let out a sigh. “What do you want Lukas?” a dark haired man spun around in my chair to face me. He smirked back at me, looking me up and down. “I missed your little show; I was hoping you’d do another one for me, in private” I sighed and sat on the edge of my desk, if there was anyone who could ( Read more... ) -
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Satchel met me out back, he had my actual clothes but I refused to change. Despite how trashy I felt later I was still buzzing on my slutty stripper high. “We have to go meet Ange Noir, I don’t think you really want to go see Troy like this now do you?” he asked. Troy, eugh, that name brought me back to reality fast. Troy Ramirez was an ex lover ( Read more... ) -
first chapter
Night Wishes ( Read more... ) -
so this is the plan
so i've decided to write on my LJ, thats it, no diary type entries. so thats what i'll do from now on, probably a chapter at a time, but that way you can give me feed back, sounds like a plan k? so here's the first little bit of one im working on, it's called "Night Wishes ( Read more... ) -
what's up with me lately!?!?!
im not even sure why, im so sad and depressed and all the stuff i've been bitching about, im pretty sure it's cause of how tired i am but im such a bitch lately and i feel bad cause im spreading, i love my frineds but im gunna kill some of them if they dont start acting different, im worried and scared about them and that alone makes me sad and ( Read more... ) -
why?
i feel so trapt, like a rat in a cage with no way out, everywhere i turn is another dissapointment, another failed opertunity or risk im not willing to take. im tired of crying, im tired of stressing! i don;t even know how calm i seem but everything has been making me cry lately and it's all i can do to hide it, im tired of trying to fit in and ( Read more... ) -
my scheduale
scheduale
oh god im tired!
sunday - church till 2, board games till 3:30 and james @ 4
monday - @ school till 2:45 yay!
tuesday - till 5
wendsday - till 9:30!!
thursday - till 9:30 !!!
friday - til 4 or 6:30 not sure yet
saterday - clean house, do chores and hw
sunday - james @ 4 -
finals
i just took my computer programing final and bombed it, the last part of the required program was over the last two programs we built that i didnt get to, i was still trying to figure out what an array was and i had to not only use one but use a string version and then a couple other things i didnt get, grrr, and i didnt do to good on my research ( Read more... )