i seriously love the people i am friends with they are the best!! i have had such a great weekend and there is still more to come. yesterday i went to the norwich hospital...the one that the closed down it was so fucken fun! a bit scary but so worth it...we were there for like 2 in a half hours but then we got caught. the guy was like what the fuck ( Read more... )

thought a lot about what someone said to me yesterday...i realize that i have changed just as much if not more than my friend that i say has changed so much. both of us have changed. i mean she is away at college.....and i am here of course things arent going to stay exactly the same. change is healthy...and everyone does it....me maybe well ( Read more... )

...yesterday was seriously the worst day of my life...but im not even going to talk about it because ill just get upset again...today is a much better day. my parents and sister have calmed down and me and stephen are just fine. we got into a bit of a fight yesterday but we fixed it..nothing big. it happens he is my boyfriend so of course im going ( Read more... )

Reading someones journal should not piss me off and put me in a bad mood like it just did. im trying not to think about it...i have been trying not to think about it for the past fucken two weeks. i just feel i dunno i feel like shit. now dont get me wrong some things in my life are perfect never better but then there is that one thing that i just ( Read more... )

i got completely and utterly trashed last night. like it was ridiculous...i guess it was fun i dont really remember anything. i got so sick this morning and it took me about an hour until i finally threw up. might sound really gross but i felt better after that. well a bit. i feel almost all better now. mel and i got some pizza it was really good. ( Read more... )

i am having so much fun with steph. i love her so much. im so sad that i have to leave in two days...well less than that. unless the hurricane gets really bad so i cant leave. that would be cool. but it looks like it is getting here on thursday now.....*tears*! oh man steph and i have partied it up for the past two nights and it has been so fun!! ( Read more... )

i really really REALLY hate how some guys assume things. rob called me the yesterday from washington and told me that he never wants anything to do with me again, and that he already deleted my number out of his phone ok fine. whatever thats fine. but then i got to thinking. i fucken work with him. it is going to be the most miserable thing, ( Read more... )

A year ago tonight the saddest thing in my life happened....

what i miss:

her smiling

her laughter

her house and how she kept it up so cute

how she always gave me candy and soda

cape cod

newport

her mowing her lawn

her hugging me

all the presents she gave my sister and i for no reason

the massive amounts of food she bought for holidays

I MISS HER ( Read more... )

i wasnt a very good person last night. whatever though. all i remember is getting up and leaving his house because he would not stop touching me and he kissed me and he wouldnt stop. he was kinda forceful about it. fuck it. but i was just going there because i was being nice and i felt bad. i just wanted to hang out with him as friends but that ( Read more... )

well i have to say that my mother and my aunt kind of scare me sometimes. they are letting me and steph and shaena and heather drink tonight. yes we called and asked them and they were all ok with it. haha it is so funny. me and steph have come to the conclusion that it is because they are both under a lot of stress. i mean that has to be. and plus ( Read more... )