any one use lj anymore?

there is a meadow i do go
when life grows saturated.
i let light winds roll
off my belly belated.

plucking sprigs of grass,
counting my trials namely.
piling a pillow high
falling back into sigh.

i sleep---sleep so clean---
for when i wake i am concrete.
jumping wayward home,
back down my crowded street.

Well, the heat pulverized detroit. it was the sadest game in the world. detroit basically played like an all white prepschool's basketball team ( Read more... )

you know when you find out something about a person, and it shocks you so much, and your so disappointed in them that you get that nervous weak feeling in your stomach...it's sad.

i fucking hate detroit

so, i'm moving again. really no idea where or when exactly it will probably be the same as always one day nothing then "hey were moving." the next. i guess were going to orlando, or some place here i don't know. it doesn't matter much anymore so i'll just take it like everything else. i'm kind of looking forward to it, hell! i'll actually do ( Read more... )

cat calls ( Read more... )

you know whats cool? watching the sixth sense, picking it apart, noticing all the slight deta ( Read more... )

jenni we have been together for a whole year!

i feel like such a failure. i honestly feel like a waste or a let down. i want things to be wonderful, or atleast good. i can try but how much will that get me? i just cant seem to fix anything. im probably not trying hard enough...i feel surounded; but by what? my few problems? it's so trivial i should be able to fix everything in a week. in 7 ( Read more... )

I am but a single electron, passing ( Read more... )