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Whoever said you can't move back home spoke the true! This is soooooooo hard. My sister and I are like night and day. I cleaned the house and I think I pissed her off...... What's a girl to do! I wish I was in Tokyo :-( -
Pray for Japan!
On Friday, March 18, 2011, at 14:46:23 Japan time, I would like to ask everyone who has a any kind of penlight, flashlight, or candle to light it for 5 minutes and remain silent in prayer for those who are suffering and died in Japan. If you don't pray, please just reflect for 5 minutes on Japan. If you can't light your penlight, flashlight, or ( Read more... ) -
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Right now, I would love to be anywhere but here. I would love to be all snuggled up with my fav Japanese man ~_^ sipping wine and talking smack. Back to reality. I'm keeping the faith. The 1st of the year and things will change. I just have to hold on until then but the fantasy sounds so nice :P -
Japan
Today it seemed Japan was calling to my soul! I can't explain this feeling but its like the land calls to me so I'm missing it again.....I dreamed of Shingo last night but I don't remember the details, just that he was in my dreams. It's strange, how I don't be thinking about him but he enters my dreams. Maybe it was seeing that crazy drawing on ( Read more... ) -
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Sometimes you think a person is your friend but in reality they are not. I'm not the overly friendly type and it takes a lot for me to consider someone a friend. I've learned a life lesson. Mutual interest doesn't always make a friend. It's funny though, the one thing that person wants the most, I'm linked to it. I'll never tell though, what's ( Read more... ) -
Johnny's International
Johnny's is finally going a bit international! I have to say we had something to do with this! I'm very happy about this. If you haven't registered, please do so! It's not much but its a start!
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I'm feeling left out these days.... Like I really don't fit anywhere.....Its a lonely place sometimes but I'm depending on God to see me through all this. He brought me here for a reason. I had to let go SCS for a reason and back off and SMAP so much for a reason. Nothing now is just by happenstance. My life has a purpose. It won't be long now -
Japan 2010
This year's trip was not great! I love Japan but it feels like it was a blur. Everything felt rushed and frantic. I did see 5 SMAP concert shows though! One in Osaka and 4 in Tokyo! I feel blessed because 2 or the 2 shows in Tokyo were gifts! I didn't have a ticket for the anniversary show on 9/15 so I held up a sign. I stood on a bridge in ( Read more... ) -
Happy Happy SMAPPIE!
I'm very excited about Shingo coming to US for such an important task! I'm proud as a fan that he's willing to do this. It's a big deal! Firstly, Shingo said many times he doesn't like doing plays because of all the memorizing involved. He usually learn his lines right before it's time to shoot the scene. Then the play is partially in English ( Read more... ) -
After effects
Today, I'm tired. My heart is weary and I feel as if even though I'm working really hard for SMAP and my love for SMAP is great, it's all of not. I feel very discouraged today. I mean I know Tsuyopon will come back and everything will get back to normal one day like it did like with Goro and SMAP will be stronger. I'll continue to enjoy them ( Read more... )