Right now, I would love to be anywhere but here.  I would love to be all snuggled up with my fav Japanese man ~_^ sipping wine and talking smack.  Back to reality. I'm keeping the faith.  The 1st of the year and things will change.  I just have to hold on until then but the fantasy sounds so nice :P

I'm feeling left out these days.... Like I really don't fit anywhere.....Its a lonely place sometimes but I'm depending on God to see me through all this.  He brought me here for a reason.  I had to let go SCS for a reason and back off and SMAP so much for a reason.  Nothing now is just by happenstance.  My life has a purpose.  It won't be long now