I've been obsessively thinking about what I'm going to do about this whole rest of my life thing.  I think I've been living in this constant stressed-out state and it's really starting to wear on me.  I'm just confused and frustrated and keep searching for answers I'm not entirely sure are out there ( Read more... )

I feel off.

Like everything is just not going the way it's supposed to go... or I guess the way I want it to go.

I got an 82 on my first exam for Tests and Measurements, which, albeit, isn't horrible, but I just know it could be better.  I expect better of myself and I know everyone else does as well.

I called the place I applied at for a job to ask ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a bit less nervous about this whole social work thing ( Read more... )

I'm having a helluva time buckling down and actually figuring out what is I'm going to do with the rest of my life... or even the rest of my academic career.

I went to this workshop at school last week that was suppose to help me figure such things out, but I think it only confused me even more.

I've got options.  I just need to figure out which ( Read more... )

So, we're going to be severely understaffed at work for about 2 weeks.  M's in a play and S is getting her tonsils out.  Of course it's all happening the week that I need days off.

I sweetly asked J to give me Thursday off for this school workship to help me figure out what the hell I'm doing for the rest of my life.  I was super exicted that I ( Read more... )

I've only accomplished the first week of classes and I'm already feeling the stress that this semester is sure to bring.

I don't know why I thought it such a brilliant idea to take 6 classes this semester, but here I am, tackling 6 classes - 6 hard classes.  Oy.

At least it's all pretty interesting, which makes it so much easier to read a chapter ( Read more... )

I feel like I haven't written anything here in a really long time... I don't think I have anything especially interesting to say ( Read more... )

... What the hell I'm going to do ( Read more... )

I've decided that I'm not going to freak out over the fact that I've got no clue what I'm going to do with the rest of my life... at least not during break.  Cause, I've got much better ways to spend my time.

These past two days I've been rather productive too!

Yesterday I finished my Christmas shopping.  I'm glad it's done and just out of the way.  ( Read more... )

I have NO CLUE what I'm going to be!

My 4.0 high was worn off and reality has begun to sink in and I'm beginning to think that I haven't the slightest idea what I want to do with the rest of my life.

I was so certain of what path I was on and what I was going to do, but now... Now I'm at a loss.

Sometimes I'm scared that I wont be good enough for what ( Read more... )