i'm not sure if this is finally hitting me for real, or if its just hitting me again.

I was sitting on his couch with my legs curled up in front of me, balancing my heels on the edge of the couch, twiddling my toes and afraid that they might be eaten by his cat.  My arms rested on my knees, folded, pre-teen-style ( Read more... )

Initially, 19 seems immortal, untouchable, unbreakable, but as time goes on, i realize that perhaps, its one of the most vulnerable times in our lives ( Read more... )

2006 Goals:

1. Paint/draw more ok I suppose i did this.  I drew more. less painting though. must work on that. bringing brushes to school.
   
2. Practice guitardefinitely did more of this.  If I do say so myself, I've gotten much better.
   
3. Teach myself piano
4. Read books in Spanish (otherwise I'll lose everything I've learned)
5. Write more Proof positive:
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In 2006 I ( Read more... )

Go to your Calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2005. Post the first sentence or two of it in your journal, and that's your "Year In Review."

January: In 2005 I...stayed single (ok not for long I guess)

Febraury: I am not one of the boys.  I am not dating one of the boys either.

March: I hate you.

April: none

May: Wrote this kind of a ( Read more... )

i started another livejournal.

no drama in this one. at least not factual drama.

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Where

Your visions pass me
        they promise me
              condemn me
to urban villages
and cornfield cities

where
    electric stars
       dot smoke stack mountains
    and barren seascapes
       harbor schools of fishes

Their natural montages
    show frame by frame

where
    children
       their             children
           my            ( Read more... )

iwillwritemorepoetry ( Read more... )

i'm the exception to every rule, and I'm sick of it