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[megarandom]

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I found that amusing. Posted on wtf_incYou cannot know how delighted I am that Jodi isn't the typical woman. No offense to you lady journalers out there. I am sure

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[megarandom]

I was wondering about that one...

[hammersickle]

i feel like an asshole for wishing you weren't with her, but that feeling conflicts with this overwhelming joy for you, that you're so happy.

bah.

[megarandom]

Well I certainly can't hold that against you. Especially considering your honesty. I love that.

[inayah_az]

How cool! I loved your post. You know when you have someone like that its very easy to know that even when you are having issues that everything will be ok in the end. Its nice to be so secure in a relationship. :)

[megarandom]

Tell me about it. It took years to find it and then years more to mold it.

[billazilla]

Some kinds of wisdom can only be born out of experience, dude.

[megarandom]

Maybe someone will read this and take it to heart? Never know. :P

[fencerlitdiva]

I'm with you except for the bit about PMS. It really does make you crazy. It's controllable, like every impulse (because human ARE animals somewhat), but it really does make one a bit nuts. Seriously, until you've ever sat there crying, knowing there WAS no reason (fuck Henry Rollins) you really don't know how insane and ridiculous it is. Or until you've looked in the mirror one day, thought you looked fine, yet looked in the mirror the next damn day and been 100% convinced that you've gained 10 pounds. Logically, I know it's absurd. Emotionally, I wish I were anorexic. Seriously. It's a strange thing, sometimes, being a girl.

[megarandom]

The funny thing about this is that I probably do know exactly how insane it is to feel this way. I've certainly cried for no reason. For days. I have a few quirks in my chassis. I am bipolar and have these really freaky depressionive episodes. I also suffered from some really funky self-image issues from childhood. I remember standing in front of a mirror in a restroom at GSU. I was afraid to come out because I could see myself getting uglier and uglier. It was like I was morphing into this thing. I can't even describe what I was seeing. I'm still not wholly functional in that regard, but, like my old computer, I keep myself running at higher capacity from my own maintenance

[megarandom]

"Depressionive"? What the hell? I suppose i meant "depressive".