I think I want to move when my lease is up, which would also require me getting a new job,

So, it was my birthday yesterday and it ended being not so good. So, I've been doing a lot of thinking this weekend and I really need to make some changes. I'm 'effing 26 years old now and what do I have to show for it. Yeah, I live on my own and have a decent job, but that's it. I've never been in a meaningful relationship, I don't have a ( Read more... )

That's it. Tonight I am making a change. I am just going to be me and actually put myself out there and screw what happened last year. Last year is last year and it's over. I can't hold myself back because of stupid things that happened last year.

I'm done with that.

i'm sick of crying over this.

I know I never write in this thing and only like one person reads, but I need to have it posted somewhere ( Read more... )

So, apparently nothing is going to happen with the boy. I haven't heard from basically at all, expcept for a few random text messages. I have to imagine that if he were really interested, I would have heard something, anything. The sad thing about all of this is that I think I really could have fallen for him, in fact I think I started to. And ( Read more... )

This boy thing is driving me INSANE. I spent the night there on Sunday, which I SO wasn't planning on happening, especially since it was the first date and I was happy. It was really nice, we watched a movie and then went to bed. Well, technically, we were already in bed, but whatever. There was a good amount of cuddling, a few kisses, and some ( Read more... )

I've decided that since pretty much only one person reads thing, I'm going to use at as a diet and exercise journal starting on Monday. Hopefully this will help me in my little quest. I've got over a month and a half until my birthday and about 3 months until my Mexico trip. I've been putting it off and putting it off and I can't do it anymore ( Read more... )

WAHOOOO!!!!

One more season with Brett, baby!

Okay, so I've said this about a million times in the past like a year or something, but I have really got to get myself healthy. I eat fast food and I always feel like crap afterwards, yet I still eat it. I'm going to Mexico in June and I refuse to be fat in Cancun. I've gained weight back that I've lost and I just feel gross and unattractive. ( Read more... )