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Okay, so I've said this about a million times in the past like a year or something, but I have really got to get myself healthy. I eat fast food and I always feel like crap afterwards, yet I still eat it. I'm going to Mexico in June and I refuse to be fat in Cancun. I've gained weight back that I've lost and I just feel gross and unattractive. I actually felt pretty damn good about myself this past summer and that has just totally gone away. Right now, my short term goal is to be down 15 to 20 pounds by my birthday (April 19th). I lost a bunch of weight before, there is absolulty no reason why I can't do it again. I know I'm never going to be super skinny, but I don't need to weigh as much as I do.