another morning where I had about 15 minutes to get ready for work. awesome.

so ready for her to go home....she leave tuesday but will be back and bitchtastic on saturday.

I need some patience ASAP.

so...I've been a little MIA this week ( Read more... )

I went to bed in the worst mood last night- didn't sleep very well- and woke up in an even worse mood.

Honestly.....i'm over being around nikki. I've realized that she brings me down in so many ways. 
1. She complains more than anyone I have ever met in my life. EVER!
2. She is a brown-noser of the worst kind. She complains about the people she is ( Read more... )

remember how I said I was going to summerfest. i lied. i don't know. i've kind of lost the will to want to go ( Read more... )

I think I spend a lot of time thinking about regrets and 'what ifs'. I tend to admire people who make big leaps and take a lot of chances. I find it really hard to do the unexpected or the unplanned.
I'm way to practical and I hate that about myself. I want to be more spontaneous and more outgoing. 
I think I can be...but I worry far too much of what ( Read more... )

Hands down the best part of my day is when I walk into the bathroom across the hall, shut the stall door lean against the rigth wall and stretch.....feels so good.....sometimes I let out a deep breath...anyways i'm wierd. How sad is it that stretching is the best part of my day? yep ( Read more... )

Lets recap...mostly because I don't want to forget about this weekend....
Friday- worked all day left work, showered, left around 5ish and stopped at the aurora outlets and bought new jeans. fabulous jeans from The Gap. Arrived in Chicago around 7ish and met James. We walked to dinner at Girodianos down the street. amazing pizza (but I had it before ( Read more... )

I'll probs post pictures or write more later ( Read more... )

http://www.ticketmaster.com/event/04003EB8D26735A4?artistid=713563&majorcatid=10001&minorcatid=1
mandy fucking moore

not even kidding. I kind of want to go....now I have that candy song stuck in my head. hilarious.

oh and my roommate and office mate won't shut the eff up about paris hilton.

I need to comiserate for 2.5, 
Fall out boy= childhood
gay wedding= adutlhood.
such is my weekend...of forced grown upness. 
as much as I am excited to attend a commitment ceremony for two lesbians I am really depressed about not being able to spend 10$ for terrible seats for tomorrow's show. and that in itself is depressing. 
Growing up sucks.

ok i'm ( Read more... )