Spent last few days after school driving to CH20 to visit the remaining uncl (formerly of the unclaunt) in the CCU. He was himself on tuesday; he had become a tiny little sick old man by thursday. Not looking good, as they have moved him to ICU. He mentioned that he was traveling along with 'all of us' in a car, but didn't know where we were going ( Read more... )

By doubling up on the last two classes (so, Saturdays AND Wednesdays), and having both miraculously be finished (after all niter tuesday to finish tech class...followed by early am faculty bfast, evening final tech class, AND trip to world of beer afterward for celebration...which i have no recollection of since i had only had 45 minutes of sleep ( Read more... )

Januweary, for once, did not seem as long as it typically does...perhaps because it plans on taking over Februweary and March-all-over-me as well. In brief: still working 12 hour days, classes Saturdays and other job Sundays. Not. Good. I had another observation, just after Xmas that had me up and planning what few hours I wasn't at school. Turned ( Read more... )

Didn't we JUST do this? sigh ( Read more... )

well, my first formal evaluation was on friday. in preparation, i had approximately 6 hours sleep total from monday thru friday morn. always at my finest. it was to be first period, mostly smart kids, with just a couple of 'behavioral concerns'. how did it go? Hmmm. Summary ( Read more... )

OMGOMGOMG! I am actually OFF for the next NINE DAYS!! (Except for other job, Sundays, but who cares!) Was planning to sleep for the next 27 hours, but have to stuff myself into spanx for a friends wedding tomorrow. No required class on a saturday.

Still can't believe it.

And all the kiddaloos were complete turds today. Of course.

I was worried.

Now i'm happy.

Happier than I would've been, anyway.

Had a visit with mi padre last night. Was irritating, because I kept running into him, and he was busy with other people, doing other things, and never really recognized me. And he was just slightly off...different looking than he used to be, but the essential essence was he. Woke up at buttcrack of dawn for werk/school; was sooooooo tired, even ( Read more... )

well it has taken two weeks, but i am now processed and official. mind numbed and bleary eyed from no sleep and constant constant, working from 7 am to 7 pm daily; classes from 8 (get up at 5:30) til 4 on saturday and the other job all day sundays ( Read more... )

Mr stoneface waited til the end of the day but DID call me in; hired til end of the year (pooh) . so, better off, but frickulating benefits dont start til three months FROM NOVEMBER.

sigh.

I am very very tired of the lesson where I have to absolutely no longer care before something goes my way.