I haven't updated in quite some time. I hadn't really had anything to say ( Read more... )

 life is pretty sweet right about now, Birthday has been a blast so far, 
Thursday was skydiving then staying with Lawrence in Wollongong,
Friday, drinks at Kelly's, I had many laughs & a great time,
Today, dinner at Cicciolina's & drinks at the Coopers.
Tomorrow is Soundwave & then 3 days off to relax & recover.
Still going to the gym as much as ( Read more... )

 I seem to have hurt my hand it feels kind of like pinging or stabbing & cramping, I don't know what I've done but its been 3 days. 
Maybe off to the doctors to have it checked out on the weekend :(

Its when I'm happiest I can't find anything to update about...

I am incredably happy being with Lawrence, things are going really well.
Work is going good. Home life is....er..... whatever but I really don't care about that right now.
I am looking forward to February, lots of 3 day weekends & time off for my Birthday.
Going Skydiving on my birthday is ( Read more... )

I got another pay rise yesterday, $5k, thats $7.5k in 2 months, I have another review in April & am hoping for a further 3% pay rise but we'll wait & see about that one. This is good, great even, as soon as this Birthday/festival season starts to wind down in March I am, as I had already planned, going to tighten the purse strings as they say & ( Read more... )

There are all these little things that make me burst with joy, rainbows & daffy dills inside.

He makes me so happy. 

Some things just keep getting better & better...

How you make me feel, how I feel about you, I like, 
It feels tight in my chest & it feels like it might explode if I let it.
I'm just so happy when I'm with you.

Moby at the Opera House tonight.

I've always liked Moby, probably I've always kind of loved Moby, in some way or another.
I remember being much younger, maybe 12 or so & thinking Moby was the bomb. That has continued in fazes throughout my life...
Currently Moby for me, brings clarity, it clears my mind, it makes me smile, it fills me with positivity ( Read more... )

 It's been a long time since I've felt this, so happy, a different, deeper happy. I feel content, I feel full, bursting almost. It is nice, enjoyable & easy.
I enjoy letting myself feel like this, I like that I ache & that I miss him. I like that its easy, that I can just smile for no reason but because I am happy, because I can. 

My mind feels empty, blank & full of white.... it always does after a big weekend. All my thoughts feel stolen & it takes a little while to restart & load all the files again. I partly doubt that I can do it all again this week. I am exhausted, not just physically, mentally I am exhausted, I don't think people see half of what I do for them, I feel ( Read more... )