why do i have to keep having nice get back together dreams... they confuse me. maybe talking wasnt the best of ideas?

it hurts... my back hurts, once again. right between the shoulder blades... like my spine was mid-crack and i just couldn't hack it. i need someone to walk on my back. perhaps ill give melissa a call and have her lay on it... the right way (haha ahh melly i miss her ( Read more... )

so ya know, you have something with someone... you share that with them. i think its pretty pathetic when you recycle what you had with that someone and use it with someone else. i mean, where is the fucking creativity in that. imagine how low that second person would feel to find out that something you so nicely share with them has come from a ( Read more... )

So I'm back back back. From NY to Israel to FL and back to Beantown, my adventure officially ended today, and its back into the daily grind, starting tuesday. I want to be back in Yisrael... and I'm mad that I cant be. Im moving there, you'll see... Dec graduation... January move to Israel. Staci is leaving today for Israel, her flight is soon, Im ( Read more... )

I will never understand people. How they can be so selfish and careless of other people's feelings. So things didnt work out between the boy and i. That was in no way erin's fault. jesus. so she and i became friends, that by no means means he has been replaced... you cant replace friends, everyone is different and each person brings something else ( Read more... )

Its funny how a scent can take you back to an earlier point in your life. I was getting into the elevator of my building today and the whole lobby and elevator smelled like Howard's cologne. The smell made me think of snuggling with him in his twin size bed. It made me think of the nice times we spent together. I loved that smell...

thats right, i hate em. i dunno what it is about me and boys. i get along with them as friends great, but when i am interested in one, i dunno what happens to them. they get all shady and sketchy. whats wrong with me? why do i always choose the wrong ones, the losers, the leaches? im a nice girl, im honest, and faithful, and fun (imo), i know im ( Read more... )

So I have been pretty busy lately. And when I say busy, I mean doing stuff that has nothing to do with school (woops). Anyhoo, I've been a little show whore, and I'm loving it. Hit up Metric, The Receiving End of Sirens, Mates of State, Interpol, and last night I went to The Faint. This weekend I was supposed to go to Coheed, I have ticket and all ( Read more... )

one day you will wake up and realize you have made a mistake... you will realize i am gone, and you are all alone, and you wasted everything, and for what?? good luck, b/c i have moved on, and im never coming back.

ill be your one that got away.

okay i decided im moving on... i mean, i decided that a few weeks ago, but its been hard. i dont want to think about this crap anymore, so im not. i hung with a boy, and he was awesome and fun, and we went to the the freaking kingdom of whole foods (i love how this was last friday and im still thinking about the whole foods). we also went to the ( Read more... )