Oct 13, 2004 16:52
So I have been pretty busy lately. And when I say busy, I mean doing stuff that has nothing to do with school (woops). Anyhoo, I've been a little show whore, and I'm loving it. Hit up Metric, The Receiving End of Sirens, Mates of State, Interpol, and last night I went to The Faint. This weekend I was supposed to go to Coheed, I have ticket and all, but Jen cannot make it up to the B anymore, so I say "i sell my ticket" since the show is sold out, someone will buy it I'm sure. This weekend I will actually be studying for stuff b/c I have mids next week and papers and blah blah blah. Im at a crappy point in life. What to do, what to do. I decided I'm not going to GA. I dont want to start over, and I dont want to go all the way down there to figure out that I cant hack it. So I am thinking about just changing my major and staying here... well im definitely staying here, but im thinking about changing my major. I know I suck at science... and becoming a vet errr requires that you rock it. I know i would be happier working with animals then I would be being a lawyer. I wouldnt be miserable, but I wouldnt be as happy as I could be. I dont want to go through a million years of school to come out and realize I should have just become a vet. But can i hack it? can i take losing animals... ugggggh i hate life. im 20, why do i have to decide now. stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid.
i shut up now.