So....uh.. yeah im really bored right now and havnt posted on this thing for forever it seems like so i figured aw what the hell. lol..hmm whats new with me? Not much really at all... just the SSDD. I stayed the nite in enumclaw monday nite that was totally badass.. I had tons of fun, well kinda, nothing new, nothing exciting, nothing really at all ( Read more... )

What is happening to me ( Read more... )

ugh, i suck at life, why should i even try anymore...blah, whatever, FUCK IT!

so for some reason tonite, i'm thinkin about this past year.... so yeah, heres the jist of it cuz i just gotta get this shit off my mind ( Read more... )

MY bday is in 2 dayz!!! yey!!! ima go get holes put in my body, yippie! 2 maybe 3 still contenplatin the 3rd or not.... and YEY matt will be back in 4 dayz!!!!!!!! this makes me a happy girl!

I can't sleep anymore ( Read more... )

ok so right now..im fuckin bored as shit..i have a ton of fuckin energy with nothing to do...nic is asleep so she isnt keepin me entertained..which is gay!!!! lol ( Read more... )

Hold me in your arms ( Read more... )

Ok, so i'm having a really hard time right now, i'm tryin to balance a b/f, friends, my mom, my dad, meds, going to see a physciatrist and therapist, school, and staying alive all at once. i'm having a really hard time tryin to do it all. theres just so much shit coming from all of them... so much drama, i think i have to please everyone and live ( Read more... )

I got bored... and turned a blog i wrote on myspace into a poem... its long... but if you read all of it tell me whatcha think ( Read more... )