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ok so right now..im fuckin bored as shit..i have a ton of fuckin energy with nothing to do...nic is asleep so she isnt keepin me entertained..which is gay!!!! lol
i miss my gobbles sooo fuckin much...hes on the other side of the fuckin country! ahhh im gonna go crazy...lol but we're gonna have lots and lots of fun when he gets home....tehehe ;) lol....
im in enumclaw right now...its pretty cool, its a lil on the so-so side....specially now cuz like i have nothing to do...... i walked around town at like 11:30pm - 1:30am...lol yep good times... god i fuckin miss it here...if it wasnt for matt, i would say fuck roy and fuck my family! im out and fuckin blow town...hes the only thing stopin me...but yeah, well yall know me, whenever i post on this thing i usually write a poem...so ha! cant break the chain..tehehe so im just gonna free write on right now..lol so here it is...sorry if it sucks but hey i fail at most things..lol matt dont hurt me! lol jp
"The Ol' Dayz"
Sitting here lookin back
Walkin the streets that i grew up
Lookin around remembering all the good times
All the bad
Tellin old stories
Just sittin back reminiscing
Sayin remember when we smoked here
This is where i first got drunk
And here is where i smoked my first bowl
Oh and here this is the spot i got in my first fight
Wow...
How time flies
I've been makin the walks i used to everyday
They were my routine
But now unlike back then
They actually mean something
Seeing old friends
Meeting new people
It makes me realize
How much i really fucked up
All that i left behind
How many people i deserted without
A single goodbye
Catching up with old friends
Going back to the old hangouts
Chillin talking doin what used to be
"The usual"
Seeing all my friends grown up
Seeing all the changes in my town
The house i lived most my life in
Sitting there staring back at me
I see it now
And can remember climbing out my window
Walkin out the front door
Sittin on the front porch with the fam
smokin a cigg after dinner
The normal everyday shit
Seems like so much more looking back
I miss the life that was mine
I miss this place
I miss the faces
I miss the memories
I miss everything
Late night walks around town
Smokin by day
Drinkin by night
It was me
It was my life
The life i desperatly want back
I used to want out so bad
And now all i can do is wish i was back in
Sittin here lookin back
Wow i fucked up
I ruined my life
I dug myself so deep
I cant get back out
I'll sit here and remember
About what i've left
About what i've done
About what has happend
All i can do is remember
Memories are all i have left
I hope and pray they will never leave
Looking back now
Wow
What the fuck did i do?
i miss my gobbles sooo fuckin much...hes on the other side of the fuckin country! ahhh im gonna go crazy...lol but we're gonna have lots and lots of fun when he gets home....tehehe ;) lol....
im in enumclaw right now...its pretty cool, its a lil on the so-so side....specially now cuz like i have nothing to do...... i walked around town at like 11:30pm - 1:30am...lol yep good times... god i fuckin miss it here...if it wasnt for matt, i would say fuck roy and fuck my family! im out and fuckin blow town...hes the only thing stopin me...but yeah, well yall know me, whenever i post on this thing i usually write a poem...so ha! cant break the chain..tehehe so im just gonna free write on right now..lol so here it is...sorry if it sucks but hey i fail at most things..lol matt dont hurt me! lol jp
"The Ol' Dayz"
Sitting here lookin back
Walkin the streets that i grew up
Lookin around remembering all the good times
All the bad
Tellin old stories
Just sittin back reminiscing
Sayin remember when we smoked here
This is where i first got drunk
And here is where i smoked my first bowl
Oh and here this is the spot i got in my first fight
Wow...
How time flies
I've been makin the walks i used to everyday
They were my routine
But now unlike back then
They actually mean something
Seeing old friends
Meeting new people
It makes me realize
How much i really fucked up
All that i left behind
How many people i deserted without
A single goodbye
Catching up with old friends
Going back to the old hangouts
Chillin talking doin what used to be
"The usual"
Seeing all my friends grown up
Seeing all the changes in my town
The house i lived most my life in
Sitting there staring back at me
I see it now
And can remember climbing out my window
Walkin out the front door
Sittin on the front porch with the fam
smokin a cigg after dinner
The normal everyday shit
Seems like so much more looking back
I miss the life that was mine
I miss this place
I miss the faces
I miss the memories
I miss everything
Late night walks around town
Smokin by day
Drinkin by night
It was me
It was my life
The life i desperatly want back
I used to want out so bad
And now all i can do is wish i was back in
Sittin here lookin back
Wow i fucked up
I ruined my life
I dug myself so deep
I cant get back out
I'll sit here and remember
About what i've left
About what i've done
About what has happend
All i can do is remember
Memories are all i have left
I hope and pray they will never leave
Looking back now
Wow
What the fuck did i do?