Finally back to fencing practice last night after about a 3 month absence. I didn't do as badly as I expected to. Thanks to Ian and Meryke for spending tons of time with me!

Actual occurences in life for me ( Read more... )

I am going through another phase of "getting it together" and I'm sorry, but I can't multitask like i used to anymore. Some days it's all I can do to get the child fed and keep him somewhat civilized on a given day. I'm coming out of a dark phase again and starting to do better ( Read more... )

Tony and I are getting married in July, July 10th. That is about 6 months from now. No, we are not having this huge affair at some hotel ballroom, alas, neither we, nor our mommies and daddies can pay for such things, not that we'd want the headache anyway ( Read more... )

The papers were signed today and it's a done deal...the house in Pottstown is ours. We're going to have to do some work to it, and we have a lot of big plans for it. We get started this weekend, so, YAY ( Read more... )

I thought I'd be able to just buy an image of Sam Elliot's character in "Ghost Rider" on the occasion of his last transformation, but I will end up having to draw it myself, I think. The horse is just so beautiful, my sister has an appaloosa/arabian mix that is gorgeous. Horses just command love to me, just command respect, even the "ugliest" ( Read more... )

I think I left my black hooded sweatshirt at the Bhakail practice Wednesday night, did anyone who was there find anything like that?  I had my keys in it I am so mad at myself for being so stupid.

My oldest daughter has a different father than my middle child, when she was tiny my husband adopted her, I thought it was the best thing for her since her father was a drifter and no one knew where he was.  Part of that equation is that we eventually lost touch with her paternal grandparents ( Read more... )

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I feel like I don't belong among people. It feels, to be very offensive, however accurate, like I'm the house-slave. Those in power may like me, may let me be around, but at the end of the day, it's made pretty crystal clear that I'm on the outer rim, not in the circle itself. No matter how I try, that seems to be the way it is, and some things ( Read more... )