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it's that time again for an obligatory post so I don't have any missing years from my lj archives. so much has changed! this past year has been huge for emotional growth. i did stay positive and take the high road. i am calmer, more accepting, less stressed. I accept change without fear. i'm also more accepting of myself. i'm loving my life! i have ( Read more... ) -
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i'm trying to stay positive and take the high road in 2011, which will be one of the most challenging things i've ever had to do. it's so hard to have hope. i've been let down and disappointed by close and casual friends, but the one lesson i've truly learned this year is that karma will take care of it for me. i wrote off 3 of the most useless, ( Read more... ) -
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i pretty much thought i totally abandoned lj forever until sonja told me that she started reading it. i skimmed the archives to make sure there wasn't anything too offensive and the thought of a whole calendar year without any entires made me kind of sad. i miss writing. i was so funny! i stopped because i feel like i had my heyday and i didn't ( Read more... ) -
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i'm not as ballin' as i used to be so i'm appreciating what i already have. then again, my birthday is next friday and a girl can't help but dream:
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it's no secret that i've abandoned my readership. i'm in a weird place where i still love you and think of you and write for you but it doesn't leave the tips of my fingers. a few weeks ago i was feeling a sort of writer's constipation. stuffed up with words. i took some immodium oed like elyse recommended, and slowly the words came. they weren't ( Read more... ) -
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i was warned when we moved in here that recording bands was part of the deal. whatever, no big woop. how often will that happen, right? not very often, because our first recording sesh was just this weekend. i shouldn't say "our" because I didn't do snap besides make them buy me food and open things for me because my fingernails were wet. i wouldn' ( Read more... ) -
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lately i've been doing a lot of coming up with ideas. letting them flutter around but never land on something solid. i feel like i should be working on something important, or working toward something big, but i'm too indecisive to know what that is. i think admitting that i'm indecisive and kind of a flip-flopper is a big step, perhaps in the ( Read more... ) -
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maycation day 3:
pole dancingok you guys, i'm ready to make a confession: i own a stripper pole. i bought it a couple weeks ago, it's up in my bedroom, and i'm learning to pole dance. i struggled with it for a while, i was kind of ashamed about it because i didn't want people to lump me in with their negative associations about strippers and sex ( Read more... )
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