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[mayzface]

it's no secret that i've abandoned my readership. i'm in a weird place where i still love you and think of you and write for you but it doesn't leave the tips of my fingers. a few weeks ago i was feeling a sort of writer's constipation. stuffed up with words. i took some immodium oed like elyse recommended, and slowly the words came. they weren't

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[melody_rossiter]

I am always happy to see what you say, when you have the time to say it. You are unlike any other person I know, even though I don't know you terribly well.

You know what I remember most about seanpalmer? Coke. You bitching about him spending all of your rent money on coke. Before that happened, I knew you were so gushy for him, and it was sweet and magical, and then he did too much blow and it was just ugh. And then you met your Carlos and you seemed even happier, if that is possible. I always root for Mayze/Carlos over Mayze/seanpalmer any day.

You are right about the infinite possibility of color. It could very well save your life one day.

[gillen]

yup

[failsafeheart]

I love you too baby. Next month let's be lady winos, and you can polish my nails like a whore. A fucking awesome whore.

[theexits]

love!

[stargazer83]

I've missed you. Your posts always perk me up. I always know it'll be filled with good stuff. It's like opening a package from a new friend that has all sorts of new and exciting things inside. I love that.

I remember seanpalmer. I remember you saying you like chubby guys in jean jackets and that was a big thing with seanpalmer. I remember you lost a lot of weight suddenly when you guys broke up...
But then Carlos came along and you seemed happier than you'd been since I became your lj friend.
I took you internet silence to mean you were doing really well and were living it up. I know a lot of people come to lj to bitch when things are going kinda shitty (I know I do it), so I automatically assumed you were just having a great time living life.

Are you still the manager of the paper place?