I'm still basically in the same place. except i'm 25 now ( Read more... )

the lies, still they keep ( Read more... )

MY LEXI IS HOOOOOOOOOOOME!!!!!!!!

this is something you need to read, because this girl is amazing, and i've never known anyone like her.

once again, this is by lexi, not me:

There are a lot of things I want to be and do when I grow up. For as many of those there are, I have a thousand more I don't want.

I don't want to be lonely in a crowded room. I don't want to blame my failures ( Read more... )

We started out with the best of intentions

And where it all went downhill, I don’t know

We started out with so much, in reflection

I can’t say we could guess where it would go

It seems as if my world is spinning

So much faster then it used to turn

It seems as if we’re running out of wisdom

What little we had to start already burned

The questions to the ( Read more... )

I remember I kept thinking that I know you never would, and now I know I want to kill you like only a best friend could. Everyone's caught on to everything you do So don't apologize. I hope you choke and die. And I can't let you, let me down again so, is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with Cause I've seen more spine in ( Read more... )

so i have been an emoetional wreck as of late.
not really sure why,but i'm pretty sure it needed to happen. no I'm positive it did. because i saw a side of someone i never thought i would, and i learned some things i never thought would be true. good things.

i love abby
i love crystal
i love carrie
i love my boys

it sucks that right now all i want to do is make that damned phone call and make sure your ok ( Read more... )

i'm tired ( Read more... )

honestly

i know i'm rediculous.

but is it to much to ask that once
just once
i would be enough?

apparently it is.