I HATE guilt trips! If i ever guilt anyone, please smack me upside the head! Fairness is all well and good... but not when it's being bemoaned in your face every fucking night ( Read more... )

Heh... I love my Mom. Seriously I do ( Read more... )

O.o ... Brahma as my roomy? I sure hope I get top bunk.... codfishbunny... um... *blushes* it's been so long since I've been to my LJ, I forgot who you were, sorry.... Ishtar as the cheerleader though... got enough Pompoms? Merryjest as the band geek... Choir I can see, but band? Talbon.... y'know, ever sicne I had Karol-chan help set up my LJ, I' ( Read more... )

I doubt ANYONE will reply to this.. but..

If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought?

Xai did it.. I had to.

Anyone know the best way to beg for forgiveness? Especially when the person you need to forgive you won't see/speak/or listen to you ( Read more... )

Wheeee! *dances round and round happily* I had my first honest to ghoodness real date today. Not hanging out to get to know eachother, not an outing at all, but an honest to goodness date. To start things off, we went to this great japanese cafe i liek going to called Teri's Cafe. Real good food there. If you are ever in the neighborhood, check out ( Read more... )

Well... it's been a while.. but I can honestly say I've pulled myself together. Things are going alright for me at the moment. No relapses and ponderings of suicide, cutting myself off from my parents as much as possible, slowly forcing my brother and sister to rely more and more on themselves, and I'm even going on a date on thursday. Not sure how ( Read more... )

Yes folks, i failed in my unspoken threat to kill myself. Not gonna post in the Dream for a while.. but hey, all for the best ( Read more... )

To everyone who sees this.. I'm sorry ( Read more... )