Day Three

[maryho]

So today I started keeping a journal.  Of everything, grief over G, grief over my Dad, my pain in the ass mother.  I'm sure that some of my friends are sick of hearing me talk about it already, and I know some aren't.  It's kind of just coming up as verbal garbage and I'm used to talking to G about everytime I'm upset.  I'm just so blind sided, I'm

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[speaksoftlylove]

This is a good entry, and I approve of using G instead of his whole name. When Craig and I ended things, I stopped using his name in my personal (handwritten) journal. Finally I threw it away 'cause I couldn't stand accidentally flipping the pages back and seeing his name.

I think that already you are making very wise decisions (like removing him from your fb) and I think that things can only get better. I mean, he was one of the most important persons in your life for so long. He was your partner. And this is a tremendous blow. But I think that every day the light at the end of the tunnel will get bigger, and you'll laugh more and cry less, until one day he'll text you and you'll be able to text back "I don't think of you at all."

[maryho]

waaay to tie in the other ex into this

I know and he just friended me on Fb..wtf. I want none of that.

I made sure in my journal that I focused on other things than him, but I used his full name, I probs wont do that for later entries. Mostly cuz G is way faster to write and I might get to a stage where I don't want to see him name.

[red_potato]

w00t, w00t! Moping is just not your style, and I'm glad to see it.

I'm sorry I can't help you -- relationships aren't my forte, but revenge is! So let me know when you want to hit down that path.