i just spent some time with an old friend and all these feelings that i had back then started stirring up again. but hes only here for a short while and it sucks because i want to spend more time with him. :(

wow what a sad book. i just finished it, if anyone has ever done serious druugs in there life they should read this book. go ask alice. what a sad sad story.

holly crap. i just started a new book tonight and im almost done with it. its fucking crazy. its called go ask alice. very crazy

im so anxious. and all i can do is smoke cigarettes. im so bored. i need a chill pill or something to do. blahness

i dont want to go to work. :(

italian food is so good. im so full!

i hate seeing people i used to be friends with. they can be such ass holes. fuck you people!!!!!! p.s. not you people, just them.

my poor puppies are in the hospital. im so sad. theyre all by them selves and with no one to pet them. i hope they get better so they can come home. :(

its so windy i thought the roof was going to blow off. haha

i have to get ready for work now. :( i just want the money with out the work. haha.