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i hate verizon fios system. they suck!!!!!!!! i can't sign into there fucking email system because the guy never told us anything and when i went to the fucking store they were like we can't help you here because fios isn't connected with us you have to call this number. and when i did call that fucking number, everyone you talk to is llike ill ( Read more... )

its fucking nuts how everyone that i used to know turned out normal. or pretty close too it. and who would have thought that i was a quiet serious person. nuts.

i hate politicians!

ive started to jog and its even easier than i thought since now i can breathe.,no smoke in my lungs. thank you!

oh my god. i really hope i dont start to freak out again! seven months with no meds. i just dont want a repeat of two christmas's ago. that would be devistating. pray for healthy mary!

so i finally got te internet after a year of living here at my house. we finally gave in because it was really hard being cut off from the real world. santos and i are almost done landscaping our side yard and it looks so pretty. i just hope our damn dog doesnt break in again and eat my plants. its hot as shit out side and its only ten.

wedding stuff is very stressful, the way my dad makes me feel i almost want to say fuck it and elope ( or how ever you spell it),,,,, it almost like its a huge burden to want to celebrate my happiness. im upset. but oh well, ill be getting married the first of march and ill be happy for the rest of my life,. well mostly happy any way. i call him ( Read more... )

im moving again! yay to a house for only 600 a month. im so excited. yayayayayayayayayayay!!!!!

im really upset. i was looking forward to getting this new job at a hospital again, but i guess my luck has run out on good jobs. no one wants to hire a fucking waitress. i hate the way my life is going. i wish there was something better out there that i could get too. but i dont think that will happen for me. so fuck it.