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wedding stuff is very stressful, the way my dad makes me feel i almost want to say fuck it and elope ( or how ever you spell it),,,,, it almost like its a huge burden to want to celebrate my happiness. im upset. but oh well, ill be getting married the first of march and ill be happy for the rest of my life,. well mostly happy any way. i call him my cierlo (heaven) because after my accident, after death he came into my life and made it better. im the happiest i have ever been. and i cant imagine life with out him. im excited to get married to him, but i dont like feeling like poop because excited about it... grrr. only like five months or six months left, i dont really know. but soon enough ill be mrs. vasquez. haha its better than jones!