It was a relatively fast week. I didn't do anything for Easter today, this weekend in general has been pretty much kicking back. Work really doesn't seem so bad when most days I come home now my buddy is over here and we some a few bowls and get high. Its so stress relieving for me and makes me not worry about my job as much ( Read more... )

'ello, 'ello ( Read more... )

Regardless of how much I actually write in here, it always makes me feel a bit better after doing so. Definitely going to try making this much more routine again ( Read more... )

I've been blazed like nobody knows. How nice it was to just not think of anything but randomness. Haha. Reality kicks back in soon though, work and whatnot. Here we go...

What exactly? Thoughts. I've always had a storm of emotions inside of me that range from extreme happiness to extreme sadness, a raging fire of anger and just wanting to die. You could say I'm unstable but I feel more stable than most people I know because at least I always know that I feel while most people try to either always point out how bad ( Read more... )

Everything feels so far away ( Read more... )

Reminders of my past show up in my every day life. Only because I hate letting go of anything and everything ( Read more... )

I was too weak to delete this thing. But even having this, I still dunno if I'll post anything worthwhile. I just can't fucking do it anymore. I can't stand up for what bothers me personally anymore, because whenever you say something to someone they get fucking offended ( Read more... )