i won't be writing here anymore.

a year older feels a little funny when "nineteen" hits the back of my teeth.
the weather here has been beautiful. the mornings are mostly cool with rain and grey skies. the afternoons are warm with clear blue skies. i am eager for cooler weather and am surprised at the rate it is cooling down in texas. this summer was miserable and discouraging.
life ( Read more... )

hello, nineteen.

waiting on a phone call that will determine the next year of my life.

I've been shaken up the past few days after a car accident at four in the morning. I'm confused spiritually and have started questioning my faith and the faith I have in myself. I'm lost ( Read more... )

with my hand cupped to my ear ( Read more... )

he was more appealing when he was a mystery, but she had known it would amount to that before she had even began to lose interest. she had seen everyone becomes less appealing to their lover over time. she had herself become less to another, at the very moment that she began giving more parts of herself than he was willing to return. she had become ( Read more... )

i am still alive. for now that is all i have to report until the time comes that i can collect my insides and concisely record them here.

my thoughts are with all of you.

i've recently fallen into a pit of returned check and overdraw fees, have spent a great deal of money repaying companies where let's say, i spent too much money on christmas presents. just when i thought my financial problems couldn't get any worse, they get better ( Read more... )

casey ( Read more... )