Content unless I'm nostalgic. Very inconvenient during this season of remembrance. Nothing but doting on the past, and that's where I'm stuck.

Might not be so bad if there was really much past to contemplate. Mostly I have ponderances and possibilities.

Oh, bother.

I never used to care about weddings, nor did I ever think about getting married. It wasn't something I worried about. Now these things have commandeered my cranium ( Read more... )

I can't get a handle on my life right now, or more accurately how quickly (or slowly) it seems to be progressing ( Read more... )

As much as I abhor parts of my current situation, I have to admit it's probably the happiest I've been in quite a while. Yet still, I miss you.

And I wonder if you ever think of me?

My blog entries don't vary much, regardless of how much time passes between each one. I'm either dating and happy, dating and unhappy, or single and unhappy. So a majority of the time I'm unhappy...also, a majority of the time I'm in a relationship. Coincidence? I have no idea ( Read more... )

I need more money. I need to find a new job. I need to get my car fixed. I need to stop being so lazy. I need to get tickets for DragonCon. I need to go on a road trip. I need to figure out what I want to do with my life. I need to check if I got my scholarship reinstated. I need to workout. I need to meet more people. I need to learn to love ( Read more... )

So, six months, and then it ended. I have no one to blame but myself, really. Maybe if I weren't such an irrational, angry bitch, things could've worked out. I thought it was just him that made me act that way, but apparently it's any boy I care about...because I'm doing it all over again on a new face ( Read more... )

Not the longest break in posts I've ever had, but still pretty long.

Three months now! Going on four in several weeks...obviously.

I don't have many classes, only four. They're decent- you won't hear me complaining (too much; you know I have to complain a little about everything).

I lead a boring life.

Whee!

2 month anniversary tomorrow! So excited ( Read more... )

I don't remember writing that last post. Awesome.

I miss you Auburnies...all two of you. Come back to me! I wants you! I needs you!

In other news, I am listening to Christmas music. It's not even Halloween yet. I amaze myself.