so I just realized today that I have a TON of stuff to do and VERY little time to do it in. In one week everything has to be done and I still have to finish getting the apartment, pack up my stuff, hopefully find a job, register for my classes (once my transcripts are sent), pack up my stuff an home, and this has to be done in 5 days in addition to ( Read more... )

So my parents were saying the other day that intimacy issues run in my family, and they don't want to to have them....WAAAAY too late for that one. I don't have intamacy issues but I don't let anyone get close enough to have issues with me. For example: There is currently this guy that i kinda like...the first guy i have liked in like forever and 4 ( Read more... )

well I'm back home with the family. It's been great fun.....my family even made me cry at christmas dinner. I really can't deal with all this right now. I knew my parents wouldn't understand me and support me, but what I don't think they understand is I didn't ever expect them to and I don't NEED that to make my decisions. I know what I need for ( Read more... )

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Well this is just going to be a quick pist before bed...FINALLY...but life has been hectic recently. I have done more traveling back and forth to the same place WAY too much recently. I have driven/riden to and from clearwater 3 times since friday (twice since monday). So there is alot of stuff going on right now. I don't know how to explain it all ( Read more... )

hmm.....thinking....life can be very complicated sometimes....

I'm Happy. I don't know why and I don't know for how long, but I am. I am failing all my classes and I have no money, but It's all gonna be ok. I'll be working next semester, and I get a break, and I get to go see auji soon, and next semester I'll do better. I'll chalk this semester up to experience and move on. I finally feel ok and happy. YAY!

So it seems as though i only write in here when my life is REALLY sucking, which is sad because I seem to be writing in here more and more recently. I want to go away. I would say I want to go home but home is the last place I want to be right now. I hate my mother. That is a dangerous thought to put in a livjournal that is basically public, but ( Read more... )

I hate my life. I really and truly hate my life. Nothing is ever working out for me. I am constantly have either money problems or family problems or friends problems, and a part of me knows everyone struggles with these problems. I know mine are no worse, and that i am probably making a bigger deal out of my little bity problems but I really feel ( Read more... )