STRESSED
so I just realized today that I have a TON of stuff to do and VERY little time to do it in. In one week everything has to be done and I still have to finish getting the apartment, pack up my stuff, hopefully find a job, register for my classes (once my transcripts are sent), pack up my stuff an home, and this has to be done in 5 days in addition to going to the doctor tomorrow, going to tampa tues, taking my mom to the dentist wed., going tomy daddy's fund raiser on thursday and then I am basically leaving town on friday...basically I am going to die....but even though I am more stressed and stuff than I have been in a really long time I am also the happiest and most contented...I really think I am doing the right thing. I go back and forth at times b/c I am going to miss Tallahassee and FSU and the sorority, but I know for my own health and sanity this is best. I guess for those of you who may be a little lost right now, I'll explain a little. (i think most ppl who read this know at least some of this but ya never know)...I (as alluded to earlier) am not going back to FSU this semester. I am moving to clearwater because my mental and physical health werent doing se well at FSU...in fact because of this (or at least mostly beacuse of this I pulled off a .86 gpa for the semester) so I taking at least this semester "off" and moving to clearwater and taking classes at SPC. I say "off" cuz I am not really taking time off..i should still be taking 12 hours and probably working, but ya know. I don't know if this change for awhile will be exectly what I need or no help at all (i am hoping the former) so yeah...that is what is going on in my life right now. And as I said, as stessed as I am, I am content and happy and really feel like at least for right now this is the right decision for me....and very surprisingly my parents are supporting me. so I am going to bed now so i will be very well rested for the dentist....yay....