So I finally have internet at my house....too bad I left for the weekend 30 minutes after it was installed....Interesting weekend to say the least...i am currently at the soroity house for a few hours to nap and say hi to ppl b4 I head back home for work, but I needed sleep and socializing time first...well that is basically it....but ill be online ( Read more... )

It's real hard to update your LJ when you don't have internet at all...but that should be changed real soon...we finally have power and on monday I am calling Verizon to set up internet...this weekend I am going to be at universal all weekend and not have my cell...auji has it so.... i love parents (i know this is random, but i was just listening ( Read more... )

so life is looking up again... I have a home and a bed and very soon power, cable and internet. I am really glad cuz I was quite sure i was getting depressed again and i REALLY didnt want that again...but i am better...at least for now...hopefully it stays that way. I was gonna go up to tally to visit this weekend but its stupid sisterhood retreat ( Read more... )

I hate everything... Moving from tally didnt help...i am worse then ever...I hate my life...i want to die...and it doesnt help that i am drun currently and auji is standing on the porch hugging the guy she just broke up with and i cant get the guy i a semi dating to speak to me...

so i think when my life hits rock bottom and really can't get any worse God starts t aking it out of the people who are cloest to me. I have no home, I "totaled" my car, I have no money and I have major guy isses. Theres really not too much that can go worse for me... so my firends lives start to go bad. Haley almost dies in a car accident today, ( Read more... )

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Finally...I have some good news in my life (although good is DEFINATLY a relative term). So here goes. They devided not to total my car (the damage was only 3100 vs. the 3500 they thought it would be so...), I havent decided yet if that is a good or bad thing. The other day I almost cried at the thought of losing the car I've had since I was 15 and ( Read more... )

I have no home...my stuff is basically spread across central Florida, and now I have no car. (it case you didn't figure it out yet..I totaled my car yesterday) I was panning on driving up to tally this weekend to get away from here for a few days and all the drama I have recently created for myself, but totaling my car fixed that. I havee been ( Read more... )

So I crrently am homeless. I have no where to live...i have basically been sleeping somewhere different each night and driving around during the day. I am also broke. I have -2130 dollars to my name. Both of my credit cards are maxed out (and over drawn) and I have -80 dollars in one cecking account and 1.47 in another. But my parents owe me 3350, ( Read more... )

I didnt think packing up and leaving FSU and the soroity and all that would be hard. I didn't think it would hurt, I didn't think I would miss it. Maybe I just didn't think. I think I've been doing that alot recently. I have figured out how to shut out the world and life and pain and everything. I'd quit hurting at all...well aparently something ( Read more... )