i hate when you think someone is gone forever and then they just randomly appear in your life again. it brings back all the really really bad memores and all the pain that comes with it. lame. i hate high school. i just have to get though 2 and a half more terms and then it all will be over. im sick of obsessing about stupid highschool drama from ( Read more... )

boys are lame.

school sucks. wicked bad. i have no one. i feel lonely. and sad. i wish cassy and sarah were there. i hate the way school makes me feel. every day when i walk into school i just feel ugly and stupid and lonely. it seems like everyone thinks there better than me. and it sucks that i have no one to talk to or even sit with at lunch. you cant even ( Read more... )

this sucks so much. im so pissed off right now... im not scared or hurt or anything... im just mad. so basicly i went to the cheesecake factory today with jonathan and ashley and janna and christa and missy met us there. i shopped around a little bit and got some shoes and jeans. i miss missy already. on our way home it was raining and i could ( Read more... )

i wish good times last forever
i wish freindship never died
i wish we didnt have to grow up
and we all could stay in our neverland
i wish our memories wouldent dissapear
like footprints washed away in the sand

ive spent so long trying to convince myself that time doesent matter and that everything will be ok. bur all those hours are waisted moments of ( Read more... )

i got really bored and decided to look back on some of my old journal entrys and its really starting to scare me ( Read more... )

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11 art projects due.
3 started.
0 complete.
i have a 2.5.
my portfolio sucks. 
i have to apply to collage in like 3 months.
crap.

and i have like no flipping idea where i wanna go.
i dont want to leave home.
i dont want to leave my friends.
i dont want to move.

i dont really care that much. but i do love my house. ive lived here all my life and i have so many ( Read more... )

the new pirates movie was amazing.

defenetly see it in theaters.

New Orleans tomorrow! waking up at 4 flipping 30. Im wicked exited... but i am dreading the plane ride.

wow i havent written in this thing for a wicked long time... im going to new orelans in 2 days! im so exited. its going to be awesome.

this pretty much made me cry.

A child in Louisiana abused or neglected every 50 minutes.
A child in Louisiana is born into poverty 29 minutes.
A child in Louisiana dies before his/her first birthday every 14 hours.
A ( Read more... )