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i got really bored and decided to look back on some of my old journal entrys and its really starting to scare me.
"time has been really freeking me out. i was looking back at my old posts and one said 40 days till sr camp. and i remember writing that perfectly. and now in 3 weeks we will be going back to school. it scares me. and before i know it ill be gone and all the amazing friendships i made will just dissapear.i just want time to stop right now. because i know when next year is over everything will be different. i just think about it all the time and its making me really scared. the past 3 nights ive cried myself to sleep just thinking about how my entire world is changing so fast. i just wish i could have the summer back. i just want to do it over 1 more time. because i think no summer could get any better than the one i just had."
everything is different. i still wish i could be back at camp last year. its so weird that after an entire year i still have the same worries and concerns about the future. time is going by so fast. and it scares me. i feel like last summer was yesterday.
but i guess some things have gotten better.
time is a crazy thing.
"time has been really freeking me out. i was looking back at my old posts and one said 40 days till sr camp. and i remember writing that perfectly. and now in 3 weeks we will be going back to school. it scares me. and before i know it ill be gone and all the amazing friendships i made will just dissapear.i just want time to stop right now. because i know when next year is over everything will be different. i just think about it all the time and its making me really scared. the past 3 nights ive cried myself to sleep just thinking about how my entire world is changing so fast. i just wish i could have the summer back. i just want to do it over 1 more time. because i think no summer could get any better than the one i just had."
everything is different. i still wish i could be back at camp last year. its so weird that after an entire year i still have the same worries and concerns about the future. time is going by so fast. and it scares me. i feel like last summer was yesterday.
but i guess some things have gotten better.
time is a crazy thing.