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Hello :)
What's been going on world? The land of Willa as late has been filled with much chaos and suprises! I am pregnant! Eeek! Again. It's too early to be excited I think - but fuck it. This time around i am going to enjoy my baby as much as possible. He or she is in there and is about 6 weeks old and for now I am just going with the flow. There's been ( Read more... ) -
Wandering... lalalalala
So things are doing ok right now. I always jinx it by saying that.
Whatever.
Work is good.
Family is good.
Good good good.
Crap. I lost my cigarettes. -
Brand New Bag
So for whoever doesn't know, I am currently in training to be a Rape Awareness Advocate. What that means is that essentially I am training to take calls to assist those that have been through some sort of sexual trauma and offer them resources so that they can find help, information, or a safe place if needed. It's not counseling, in fact the ( Read more... ) -
Got a Job.... but ya...
I ended up getting a good job with a company called WellPoint. They have warned me it will be crazy and hectic and I don't mind. The job is business casual, whatever that means... pays 14.75 an hour and for Denver that's pretty damn good. It would be about 18.00 an hour in California. I am excited and crushed all at the same time ( Read more... ) -
Two Steps Back
Things have been stressful. Terry has been in a pissy mood for weeks and the old complaints are starting to resurface. It's odd because things are good, but then they aren't, then they are. I still feel more stable in our relationship and in a healthier place, but there are old issues that come up again and again and again and I don't know what to ( Read more... ) -
What comes around.........
Little tremors starting from the ground up ( Read more... ) -
Easing into the future...
I am excited still about taxes and getting life together again.
I work up this morning HUNGRY. I am rarely hungry.
No period in sight.
Uh-oh! HAHAHA
I still don't believe it. I am kind of scared to test though. Normally I would have peed on 5 sticks now. I have peed on none. Terry just gives me a look.
SPEAKING OF TERRY. April will be our 9 year ( Read more... ) -
Running On Empty
Well, I am late for my period. 2 days to be exact. It's not totally abnormal for me to be late. Something feels off this time to Terry though. He swears I am pregnant. I on the other hand thing by tomorrow night I will be cramptastic. Maybe the night after tomorrow ( Read more... ) -
It's daytime... somewhere
For another night, I sit up and look out the window..... It's black outside and I can tell that the cold is coming back simply by the way that the cool air breezes in from a crack in my window. My bedroom is like Bermuda. Something with the heating vent makes our room the hottest in the house, but as soon as I leave it and come into the office I ( Read more... )
