Easing into the future...
I am excited still about taxes and getting life together again.
I work up this morning HUNGRY. I am rarely hungry.
No period in sight.
Uh-oh! HAHAHA
I still don't believe it. I am kind of scared to test though. Normally I would have peed on 5 sticks now. I have peed on none. Terry just gives me a look.
SPEAKING OF TERRY. April will be our 9 year wedding anniversary. It's so funny because I can date so much by that year. I can date friendships with people like Danielle and Rose and I can date when I first moved out of my parents house, and when my anxiety first openly appeared. Had you asked me a year ago, I would have doubted we would have made it to nine years. I am so happy we have though. Almost. This year I am planning an ACTUAL get away. Two days - no kid (that's a first) - and a different city. Probably Manitou Springs.... www.manitousprings.org/ It's so close, but so pretty. The first time we went to Colorado Springs area I was so shocked at how different it is from Denver area. It's cleaner, clearer, brighter... and I like it better.
Then again it's Christian Coalition headquaters. No seriously - Focus on the Family has their head quarters there. It's also home to oh so many "Jesus Camp" home schoolers.
I don't think I will be moving there any time soon.
I feel good for some reason. I just feel good.
Change is now, change is now
Things that seemed to be solid are not
All is now, all is now
The time that we have to live
Gather all that we can
Keep in harmony with love´s sweet plan
Truth is real, truth is real
That which is not real does not exist
In and out roundabout
Dance to the day when fear it is gone
Gather all that we can
Keep in harmony with love´s sweet plan
Change is now, change is now
Things that seemed to be solid are not
In and out roundabout
Dance to the day when fear it is gone
Fear it is gone
Fear it is gone
~The Byrds
I work up this morning HUNGRY. I am rarely hungry.
No period in sight.
Uh-oh! HAHAHA
I still don't believe it. I am kind of scared to test though. Normally I would have peed on 5 sticks now. I have peed on none. Terry just gives me a look.
SPEAKING OF TERRY. April will be our 9 year wedding anniversary. It's so funny because I can date so much by that year. I can date friendships with people like Danielle and Rose and I can date when I first moved out of my parents house, and when my anxiety first openly appeared. Had you asked me a year ago, I would have doubted we would have made it to nine years. I am so happy we have though. Almost. This year I am planning an ACTUAL get away. Two days - no kid (that's a first) - and a different city. Probably Manitou Springs.... www.manitousprings.org/ It's so close, but so pretty. The first time we went to Colorado Springs area I was so shocked at how different it is from Denver area. It's cleaner, clearer, brighter... and I like it better.
Then again it's Christian Coalition headquaters. No seriously - Focus on the Family has their head quarters there. It's also home to oh so many "Jesus Camp" home schoolers.
I don't think I will be moving there any time soon.
I feel good for some reason. I just feel good.
Change is now, change is now
Things that seemed to be solid are not
All is now, all is now
The time that we have to live
Gather all that we can
Keep in harmony with love´s sweet plan
Truth is real, truth is real
That which is not real does not exist
In and out roundabout
Dance to the day when fear it is gone
Gather all that we can
Keep in harmony with love´s sweet plan
Change is now, change is now
Things that seemed to be solid are not
In and out roundabout
Dance to the day when fear it is gone
Fear it is gone
Fear it is gone
~The Byrds