No Doubt: Start the Fire ( Read more... )

I don't know if I'm awake anymore.. everything is surreal as a dream would be. Everything has disappeared yet still stands in my way, all opposing me.. and all of my goals, my hopes, my dreams have run away. She ran away with my heart, the shock of it all numbing me through and through.. I am but only dust.. dust and shadow. I watch myself ( Read more... )

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Six Inch Slugs.. leopard print flesh. Three of them. That is what I have discovered last night/this morning. They like Mountain Dew (then again.. who doesn't), the drink of the Gods (and slugs, now). They have these strange holes in their sides, the purpose of which I have yet to discern.. but I have a feeling they are somehow connected to ( Read more... )

You know.. it hurts ( Read more... )

Angst. There is much angst floating around.. I think I just figured out why. I believe it relates to a loss of faith.. not my faith mind you, but the faith of another. It hurts, yeah.. but perhaps it's something I should just deal with? Perhaps the latent problems that have surfaced will pass.. perhaps there is ultimately only one solution in ( Read more... )

I woke up well rested and in a pleasant mood.. then, out of the depths of nowhere, despair rained down on me. I don't know where it came from, and I don't know why it chose today.. but it descended with unrelenting fervor. I tried to work on some faerie art outside, thinking the combination of drawing and sunshine would dispell some of the ( Read more... )

I have added another accomplishment to my life-long list.. I have taught Andy (Heidi's daughter) to say, 'Emo is bad!' It's like music to my ears.. and not Emo music.. it's good music to my ears. I believe there may be hope for Andy yet ( Read more... )

Went on a hike today.. found a little brook, and some little cliffs.