Since I missed the life or death dinner at your Dad's home it seems like you have been working overtime to end this shit. I have been OVER-FUCKING-WHELMED by how often you are in a bad mood the last few weeks, and I couldn't.. wait.. wouldn't deal with anymore.. not yet at least. That is why I didn't want to engage with the fucking enemy the last couple days. I needed a fucking break! My nerves are shot, I'm fucking exhausted.. I'm at the end of my rope, dear
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You know what Arrin, I can't do this with you. I'm sorry that I have for so long, so far it's done neither of us any good. We're still mad, and still not talking to each other, and it's killing me. I feel like shit for having this stupid livejournal war, and I don't want to do it anymore. I'm sorry that you're hurt and upset baby. And I'm sorry for feeding the flame and making it worse. I would like for this negative energy to stop flowing long enough for us to figure out what the real issues are, and for us to work through them together and in person. I hope that with a non-threatening and emotionally non-hostile approach we can drop our guns and talk to each other like we DO care about each other. Please Arrin, will you help me? I'm sorry baby. I love you, and I don't want to fight anymore. You're right it is exhausting, and my nerves are shot as well. I know that I feel like shit, and I can't imagine you feel all that peachy either. Please, let's get through this?
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