i can cleave tree limbs in two with it, as though they were made of butter.
yet it will not slice into my flesh with a cutting motion. just not sharp enough.

all or nothing?

vodka, vicodin, and mazzy star albums on loop

And I am madly in love with Neytiri. Oh man.

Why don't humans come in blue?

So, I avoid physical confrontations at all cost. I've realized that this does not win me respect, because it makes me come across as a coward and a pussy ( Read more... )

BEEP BEEP! I AM A ROBOT!
BEEP BEEP! I AM A BAT!

FIRST, I USED TO BE A ROBOT!
BUT THEN, I TURNED INTO A BAT!

Okay.

Fuck it.

I always said, "treat the problem, not the symptom."

But.

Fuck it.

Give me meds.

.

People don't magically fix themselves simply by WILLING it to happen. And every time I trust. It only ends up worse.

So fuck it.

Give me meds, before sjghgasjkladhlasdkhjglsdkjhsdgf

"Why do you spend so much time alone in your room? You're addicted to the computer, aren't you?"

...Is it really that hard for my dad to figure out that my life here revolves pretty much exclusively around AVOIDING HIM? I thought it was pretty fucking obvious.

hands black with the ashes of words unsaid

HOLY SHIT SCIENCE IS GONNA HAPPEN

zoom.