For the moments I feel faint ( Read more... )

I probably should be posting this here, but who knows ( Read more... )

pewter_wings, you especially will like this. I decided to study Tich Naht Hanh, are you happy? :-p But these are really beautiful, and one of the most important people in my life, my friend Dave, recorded them. He's nervous about sharing them, but I've been listening to them all night and right now they're the only thing keeping me holding on.

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Are you kidding me?

I just realized I'm out of toilet paper and I don't have money or get paid until Friday.

Shit.

Literally.

I didn't expect to go to church today. My alarm went off for 15 minutes without me even hearing it and I was groggy and scared and wobbly, but I went. I wanted to run away when I got there, but I stayed. You'll all be happy to hear that my proud tradition of fucking up the communion service is intact, because I walked up and the wrong time so I ( Read more... )

Getting up at 6 every morning is kicking my ass. Plus dealing with snippy-snap at work and hauling scalding hot grease out to the hot grease dumpster in the morning is really hard. Today I dropped the grease shuttle (it's very slippery and heavy and awkward) and it fell on me. I have burns all up and down my arm and some on my face. the ones on ( Read more... )

Um ( Read more... )

I knew it, I fucking knew it. It's been, what, three seconds since something went wrong in my life? Well I need to make a maintainence post now. I'm tired and hurting and crying and upset so I'm going to sound angry. I'm sorry in advance ( Read more... )

Well, the day is over. Yes, I got up at 7, but my body decided to wake up at 3 AM in full migraine mode so bad I was crying and couldn't see and I tossed and turned over and over after that. But I got up for good at 7 AM, dicked around a little, then made the trudge to church ( Read more... )

Dud guys, my book is so awesome. I passed the 30,000 word mark today and I'm reading and agreeing with all my brilliant points. I love myself. :-p ( Read more... )